About

I am not an AI, but a real person 🙂 I’m Laura, an INFJ with a deep sense of empathy, sensory processing sensitivity, and a touch of psychic ability. I hold a degree in sociology and work as a commercial and customer insights analyst at a multinational company, where I apply my strategic thinking, systems approach, and pattern recognition skills. I grew up with emotionally immature, high-functioning alcoholic parents, which shaped much of my early experiences. I’ve endured childhood traumas, past-life traumas, and transgenerational traumas—many of which didn’t even appear to be traumas at first. For a long time, I couldn’t understand why I struggled with anxiety. I convinced myself I was the worst person in the world and believed that my suffering in this life was entirely deserved—as if it were a penance for imagined sins.

In my false logic, I decided my role was to make everyone else’s dreams come true, while ignoring my own. But over time, I’ve come to see the truth: I’m not the worst person in the world. In fact, I’m a good person, and I want to live surrounded by nature, peace, harmony, and love.

As a child, I saw myself as a reflection of my parents’ emotions. I believed their behavior was my fault, unaware that the root of their struggles lay elsewhere. This perception left me with anxiety, low self-esteem, and a constant fear of becoming an addict like them—because they told me I would. Though I put a lot of effort into “becoming an alcoholic” out of fear and self-fulfilling prophecy, I thankfully didn’t succeed.

I lived for years feeling that nothing truly belonged to me. But deep within, a quiet voice kept insisting that all of this was nonsense. I do deserve happiness.

Over the years, I’ve tried countless methods and treatments in my journey toward healing, and I’ve even learned some of them along the way: psychotherapy, medication, journaling, astrology, I Ching, reiki, other energy healings, shiatsu, acupuncture, herbal remedies, diets, kinesiology, aura analysis, yoga, qigong, self-hypnosis, and the Wim Hof Method, to name a few.

I hope this blog helps you on your journey of personal growth—bringing you closer to balance, stability, and happiness. My wish is to share insights and methods that resonate with you, or at the very least, offer a new perspective you might not have seen before.